My neighbor Jackie stopped in
and exclaimed how beautiful the yellow leaves were on the maple tree in my
backyard. I downplayed it and said that she should have been here a week ago
when all the trees were vibrant with fall colors. Then I turned and saw the
yellow filling up the entire window and I was stunned. Knowing how much was
gone, I no longer saw what was still here.
When leaves drop in autumn, I
am sad for the loss of all the life that has buzzed, flown, grown, and trotted
through the woods. Colors become muted, trees go bare, and a chill clings to
the air. I turn away from the windows thinking that life has ended outside and
there is nothing more to see. Yet when the leaves are gone, I will be able see
deer moving down by the creek, a barred owl sitting on a branch, feel the
contours of the land, and watch the sunset’s rays moving through the bare
trees.